Rely on Myself. Period.
Saturday, April 21st, 2007Enlightenment….
One thing I realised, is that in this real world, I cannot rely on anyone but myself and my family…
Why do I say that?..
Lets just simply put it this way…
Throughout this past several months, I have, in one way or another, asked friends to do some very simple favors for me. And somehow, I have been rejected help from everyone. And i mean EVERYONE, even those I thought were close to me…
Trust me, if I were free to do it myself, I would not even bother to ask for help. Even a minute thing like lifting a finger can drag on for days. Where is your sense of initiative?…
And I thought help was supposed to go both ways. No wonder i always feel so used, exploited and betrayed everytime i help out someone, and when I need some form of assistance myself, everyone suddenly disappears into thin air…
*Pufff*
Like Osama Bin Laden…..
What are friends for…
Nothing, apparently…
I would rather be friends with a machine. Maybe a toaster. Or a washing machine. At least it is automatic…
Do not be surprised at my rampant usage of "I". It is deliberate. I am finally emphasizing on Myself instead of always using the word "you". And do not expect any help from Me anymore….
Screw you All.
